Sara and I can be totally crazy. I don't think it'd be safe if you were to hang out with the both of us because we are such nutcases. I think it'd be the same if I were to hang out with Kai. Though it'd be even more insane if Andy were with us too. Someday...I'll have fun with those two again.
Two peas in a pod: Kai + Cass = Chaos
It's really been a fun, yet boring, but very fulfilling week. I don't want to type it all out so anyone can just mosie on down to Sara's xanga and read our entire weekend in a nutshell.
Soul sisters: Sara + Cass = Insanity
Cass
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11:09 AM
Took summore quizzes that I found from someone's site. I like the image of Johnny Depp...@.@
You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.
What feeling do you represent?
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You are an idealistic lover. You dream of a fairy
tale romance and are truely romantic. Don't
let yourself become impatient. The best way to
find love is certainly not through desperation.
It'll come on its own...
What type of lover are you?
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Your anime hair color is green.
What is your anime hair color?
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What Ragnarok Character Should You Be?
Quiz by Angelhalo
Cass
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11:00 AM
Wednesday, July 30, 2003
Eh...new layout. I don't know, I wanted to use a different image from E's Otherwise, but somehow I just couldn't get it to work out. The same thing happened when I tried another image from Saint Beast, but every time I did psp crashed on me. So, I suddenly came up with this cute little one. The image features Kai, Yuki, and Asuka from E's Otherwise. I just loved this picture because of the bunnies in Asuka's arms. And...for...other reasons...*coughYuki+Kai*cough*
I'm not completely happy with this layout, but at least it's a new change from the first one. I loved my first layout but I just had to change it. Maybe I'll come up with something better next time...
Cass
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2:20 PM
Friday, July 18, 2003
All right! I finally got through 2 weeks/ 30 hours of driver's ed! Amazing. I feel proud. Yes, very accomplished. Now all I have to do is survive four more lessons of driving lessons. Since my second lesson I felt like giving up on driving. That thought reminded me of the time I wanted to give up on riding a bike after the first time I fell when I tried to ride it. Until training wheels came up. I understand now that there are things and/or people that help me out with things. Though it might hurt when they push me too hard, I know I can't be too sensitive and give up too easily on these things. I guess they're the 'kick in the butt' I need to make myself actually do something good for myself for once.
Though driving still irks me a little. Why because...there's that irritation from an instructor or parent watching you drive and they're all panicky and paranoid watching you drive, and they scream and lecture you constantly to watch this and that, and just blow off on little things that you already noticed way ahead. Well I guess I shouldn't blame them. New driver; you think you're gonna die.
Like my mom. Today she let me drive this afternoon. She yells at me for the little mistakes or things I missed. Ok, I can deal with that. It's funny because I'm not so nervous driving with her than I am with my driving instructor, because she doesn't have an emergency brake on her side. At a point, my mom's yelling feels better than being with my instructor. So I got a feel of driving my mom's minivan. Ha....I bet I'll be driving one of those for the rest of my life after I'm about 30....
Driving is tough, I tell ya...I bet anyone who's started out before can say the same. Oh well...I just gotta get through it. A skill I desperately need. To obtain the thing that all teens always want; freedom.
Cass
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11:46 PM
Tuesday, July 15, 2003
Wow it's already been so many days since I last posted. Another weekend with me hanging with Sara and being bored. Not much to say there.
After another 3 hours of morning driver ed class...I had my first driving lesson. Whoop dee doo. Yeah, I was nervous. As well as the other two people who were with me. We made it through, practicing our signaling and such, reversing, and pulling up to the curb. Not bad, I screwed up a few times, but I didn't give everyone whiplash and I didn't get the tires scraped.
It went pretty well, and I did okay. My driving is a bit smoother now. Also, today was my second day of work. I thought my job would be easy but it's a little tougher than I thought it would be. My second day and already I'm a little sick of it. I was on my own today, since the other girl I work with didn't come, and she's the one who taught me everything. I'll just have to see how it goes...I really want to do that job which is pretty good for only 2 days a week. Can't wait to get my first paycheck...hehehe...
Guess that's it for now. Nothing really exciting.
Cass
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12:45 AM
Thursday, July 10, 2003
Whoo! I'm feelin' good today! Did a lot of things this morning, but today I get to work! My ride's gonna pick me up soon. I'd like to write more right now but I don't really know...hm...well after I talked to Kai last night, I was downloading some Chobits songs, and came across one that I fell in love with. So off again I went searching, using my favorite search engine, Google.
I'm in love with Missing Heart!! Just a few lyrics and I'll be off!
Moonlight Shadow
The last that ever she saw him
carried away by a moonlight shadow
he passed on worried and warning
carried away by a moonlight shadow
Lost in a riddle that Saturday Night
far away on the other side
he was caught in the middle of a desperate fight
and she couldn't find how to push through
The trees that whisper in the evening
carried away by a moonlight shadow
sing a song of sorrow and grieving
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
All she saw was a silhouette of a gun,
Far away on the other side.
He was shot six times by a man on the run
And she couldn't find how to push through.
I stay, I pray
See you in heaven, far away...
I stay, I pray
See you in heaven one day.
Four A.M. in the morning
carried away by a moonlight shadow
I watched your vision forming
carried away by a moonlight shadow
Caught in the middle of a hundred and five,
The night was heavy and the air was alive,
But she couldn't find how to push through
Carried away by a moonlight shadow...carried away by a moonlight shadow...
Cass
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2:18 PM
Wednesday, July 09, 2003
Ahhhh!! I'm goin' crazy here! @.@ Cass flew across the internet finding blogs and great sites alike, merely by only searching for some cliques to join! There is no end to the wonders you can find on the internet....
I'm really amazed. I'm finding tons of beautifully designed sites and blogs by girls who range from age 12 and up! It's unbelievable. They're so talented. I envy them. I mean I'm happy with my own blog, but it's nothing special compared to theirs.
Anyway, I've got more quizzes!!! >.<''' I just can't stop!
What kind of ANGEL are you?
Quiz made by Angela
Click here to take the test!
Take the Spirit Quiz and visit Castle Diqueria.
Which goddess are you? Brought to you by Unknown Brushes
The last two talk about thinking of myself more often.....@.@'' isn't that...a little selfish? Eh...oh well.
Cass
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10:22 PM
I went to the movies with Sara and her friends last night, and it was great. We watched Finding Nemo, and it's such a cute movie. I loved it. Thank you to daddy 'cause he allowed me to go even when my extremely overprotective mom kept on telling me not to go. We were only going to the movies and there's no harm in that. Besides the fact that she thinks I'm too old to be going with a bunch of girls younger than me. I can't believe that! I love hanging out with the younger folks. Not all the time, but I have a lot of friends younger than me! Ok...I'm done with that rant. @.@
My friend Bridget and her boyfriend came along too, so I didn't feel so bad. Anyway, Sara's boyfriend and her friend's boyfriends were there too and before and at the end of the movie I was watching them and they're sitting there are leaning against each other and cuddling...it was so cute. Just one thing though...I started to have this odd feeling. It wasn't because I was jealous...I just started to feel a little empty..that kind of thing where I wished I could have that...to have someone to be with.
Well that's enough of that. Unfortunately when I got home...the night got worse. So...I'll just end this now.
If anyone really wants to know what happened...especially my friends who read this, I suggest you read it when I'm not online or anything. You can find it here.
Cass
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8:49 PM
I visited a friend's livejournal and took a few quizzes...
You are a White Mage! Kind and sympathetic, you can
be meek yet strong-willed.
What Final Fantasy X2 Dress Sphere suits you?
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I took the fruity fruit quiz
made by rav-chan
Check out which fruit you are
You are a Spiritualist. Your magic flows from the
primal forces of the cosmos. You could be a
gentle Healer, a miraculous Prophet or a
spirit-summoning War-mage with the strong link
your soul provides to the realms beyond
reality. You have preternatural abilities,
intutively sensing the personality of people
you meet and discerning events yet to happen.
You enhance your aura with meditative pursuits.
You are a good judge of character but your
idealism or morality can confuse others.
Which Magical Order Are You In?
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WHAT TYPE OF WILD CREATURE ARE YOU? (New Pictures!)
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Cass
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8:37 PM
Tuesday, July 08, 2003
I'm beginning my path to my freedom and independence. My driver's ed classes have started and I just have to last 2 weeks of morning classes and then another 4 weeks of driving lessons. Hopefully by September ( I have a hold my permit for a while ) I'm going to be liscenced! So exciting. Then I can get a car! Whoo! Like most teens...getting your liscence...is your ticket to freedom. Yep...
I'm a little scared of driving still....since I haven't practiced much. I mean, I don't like in some big city where I could just walk anywhere or take the bus or something. Here in Hawaii there are a lot of isolated places and everything is so far apart that it is necessary to own a vehicle for transportation.
Also, I'm going into the work force! Wow it's amazing. Cass finally got a job. Not much, but probably enough for me to get my own money and stop leeching off my dad. Yeah...I'm a spoiled lil daddy's girl. So I guess I'll be working two days a week. Mondays and Thursdays, three hours from 3-6pm. This feels great. I'm starting to feel like I can do something and be my own person.
The only thing now...is to prove to my mom how independent I can be. I also need to work on my organizational skills.
Cass
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4:24 PM
Ehehehe...I found some quizzies from Sara's xanga.
PUNK ROCK : Like a revived species of nearly extinct salamander, Punk Rock Asian Girls are a rare type, but slowly climbing up to existence again. Your passions are mainly music and anime and you've probably dyed your hair some odd color of the rainbrow. And if you haven't, you probably will. You often feel like you are misunderstood, but don't worry. Just think about thongs. Very funny.
What Asian Girl Are You?
VISIT HTTP://JEALOUSY.TK
You're A Bishoujo (Attractive Young Woman)!
You are loved by all, and you know it. You love
the attention you get, because or your sense of
style, and perfect face. Congrats.
What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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I guess...that pretty much cuts it for now with the quizzes. @.@'
Cass
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4:08 PM
Monday, July 07, 2003
Cass wants to report on some new anime/manga stuff she's been into lately.
King of Bandits Jing!! Oh my gosh I can't believe how great this anime is. Well...so far. Thanks to my beloved new obsession over Newtype-USA, July's issue had the dvd promo for King of Bandits Jing as well as K.O. Beast ep. 4. But my main love is Jing. I mean, if you really like anime that involves thieves, this is for you. Jing is so adorable and yet cool and calm. I don't want to tell much about it but I can say that he's a pretty cool theif, along with his bird-pal Kir, of whom grants him with this strange and powerful move that Jing calls the 'Kir Royale'.
The kid can steal anything. Really. Cass must watch more of this. @.@
Manga! Demon Diary is out! I'm in love with it. The original language is Korean, I believe, by the artist Kara. The story is great so far, and the characters are wonderful. I especially love Eclipse....*drool* @.@. Anyway, it's about a young boy/demon (?) named Raenef who is being taught by his 'minion/teacher' Eclipse, how to become a great Demon Lord. It has it's share of comedy along the way as well. Very good read, but slightly shounen-ai themed, just as a warning for people who want to read this.
Well that's it for now!
Cass
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2:18 PM
Sunday, July 06, 2003
Oy...Sunday. For the past four days, Cass has been on vacation. And while vacations are supposed to be days for relaxation, I don't think there was much time to actually relax. The first couple of days were fine because my dad came along, but then he had to go home on Friday because he had to go to work. So after that...my mom and grandma argued every once in a while in Ilocano (one of the Filipino languages) and I could barely understand them.
But at least I was able to do some shopping. In Honolulu their biggest mall is the Ala Moana mall, but if you've been there a number of times and walked around, it seems like there doesn't seem like much to buy. For me anyway. I just bought a few things for myself, and some for Sara and her bro.
On the 4th of July my mom and I checked out of the hotel we were staying at, and then later in the afternoon (after trudging through the mall again) we ended up at my grandma's house to spend the night. This year's 4th of July for me was different. I still got to see some fireworks though. We just watched them from my grandma's house, out on the street drinking soda and eating barbeque and seeing the fireworks from behind the tall city buildings in the distance. I just kinda felt something...some kind of calming peace, staying in that little suburban neighborhood and just seeing the city so close, and those fireworks in the sky and hearing the loud sounds like thunder in a storm.
Well anyway...I'll just post more of this deep stuff in my diary later.
Cass
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8:09 PM
I found this quiz from Pamela's blog. Go and visit her!! Her layout is so kawaii! @.@
YOU'RE A COOL AZN! Nothing really pisses you off
for the really stupid things and really stupid
people. You're pretty and smart and could
probably kick some ass if you had to.
Which AzN stereotype are j00?
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Cass
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7:56 PM
